A Letter from the Past: Serbia and England- 2009

While looking through old documents on my computer, I stumbled upon a letter I had written for class upon traveling abroad to Belgrade, Serbia and Herefordshire, England. Upon re-reading this so many years after the event, I found this to be a pretty remarkable piece that addressed our process and lives as we found ourselves living and studying theatre over in Europe. I thought it would be fun to post this, seeing as how I’m going back to Europe for the first time since these events in two weeks. I hope you enjoy!

Study Abroad- Serbia and England June 15, 2009

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Dear Janet,

Thank you so much for giving me this wonderful opportunity. In so many different ways this has been life-changing. It completely affected my work and my life. From the streets of Belgrade to the fields of Kinnersely, I wouldn’t have changed a single moment of this incredible journey for the world! I have to say, when we first started driving in that bus from the airport to our apartments in New Belgrade, I realized how different this experience would be. I was absolutely shocked to see how similar but how different life in Serbia was. I couldn’t believe that there was graffiti all over everything, and I was astounded that there were still buildings, such as the Chinese Embassy that Marita showed us, that were in ruins from the bombing. It took me a while to adjust to the fact that we had no air conditioning or hot water where I was staying and that mosquitos would randomly swarm in the living room. I realized how lucky we had it at home. After a while, though, I was completely used to it, and none of those factors even phased me at all. It was a nice change to who I was to accept that and learn to live like that. So, needless to say, in Belgrade, I learned about my work and my life.

I realized how strong I could be. I was able to push myself past physical limits that I didn’t know I could cross, and it felt fantastic. The first time we did Chi-gong, I thought that I was going to fall over. My muscles started shaking. It really felt like such an accomplishment to hang in there until the end and to realize that it wasn’t even hard to do it by the end of our trip. It was just an everyday thing. Along with this physical achievement, the Dah showed me how important movement is in acting and gave me training that would apply to my work. I took musical theatre, so I don’t have as much movement training as I should. I feel that Dijana’s training on moving separate parts of your body at different times plus the drum training plus three step all really helped me get into my body. They put us through those training exercises on a daily basis, so it’s now an impulse of mine to turn my eyes before my head or my head before my body. More importantly, though, I learned that it is so beautiful to combine different forms of art to make a show through watching the Dah’s shows. Their shows have dancing, singing, acting, and actual art in them, and they are the most powerful things that I have ever seen in my life. In fact, they are unbelievable! “The Story of Tea” literally left me breathless. After “The Story of Tea”, I sat in the audience with my tea cup filled with emotions that I couldn’t even describe. It was baffling. I realized after a long time of sorting out my thoughts that: I sing. I dance. I paint and sculpt. I act. Why haven’t I ever combined those talents? They’re all art forms. Combining different forms of art into one masterpiece creates beautiful finished products. I mean, when we were left observing that “sculpture-like” set left behind from The Story of Tea, we had to just sit there to soak it in. There were literally twenty people that just sat in there with me for about ten to fifteen minutes after the show had ended just staring at the set or the candle in their hands. That’s fabulous. That’s art that changes lives…makes change. I hope I am being clear. To make sure I am… to sum this up, theatre and art don’t need limits. Once you’ve trained yourself, you should be as creatively free as you possibly can be. That’s the Dah. They are the most creatively free and limitless group of people I’ve ever met. The more free you are, the less limits you have. The less limits you have, the better the outcome or final performance winds up. This was a life-changing epiphany for me, and I’m so glad that I experienced it.

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Along with my work, I found that living in Serbia taught me a true sense of widespread independence and responsibility. Now, don’t get me wrong- I was responsible before, but there were days in Serbia where I would be off in the city by myself. I had to know what time it was, what time I needed to be at a show and which bus to take to get there, and how to get home. I was on my own in a foreign country taking care of myself, and that really brought forth a trust in myself that I didn’t have. Originally, I allotted a lot of time for each place I had to be at because I’m overly cautious, and I didn’t really trust myself to get and find everywhere I needed to be at. I divided my time up because I didn’t really trust myself to get to places on time. After a while, though, I could enjoy myself and let it go and just know that I knew exactly where I was going….and I would be on time! I can trust myself to get where I need to be at appropriate times. That trust was something I needed because I am very paranoid, and I tend to be overly cautious and not really trust myself. It was very nice to find that trust.

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England seemed like another completely separate trip to me. It was like another world on the opposite end of the spectrum from Serbia. Where Serbia came across as an epitome of strength and energy all the time, England was like a deep meditation. I was very connected to the Earth in England. I enjoyed just sitting out in the lawn or on the hammock and drinking tea. It was the perfect topper to the Serbian lifestyle because it calmed me down from the city’s crazy pace and relaxed me. I was the most relaxed I’d ever been in the three hour breaks we had the first few days where I was able to just sit outside with everyone in the sun in the castle yard. Tony and Cooper played music, and we all laid out towels and sat or laid in the grass. I was able to just be without having to worry about anything. As I sat in the yard and wandered the castle and traveled to Stratford I felt a deep-seated sense of connection to history for the first time. We were somewhere that’s been around since the 1100s! It’s 900 years old! I could just imagine and almost feel all of the people who had lived or walked on that land before me. Stratford was a great example of this. When I was in Stratford, I really felt connected to the people who had walked there hundreds of years before me in Shakespeare’s time. It was unbelievable. I had such a fun time. I mean, being at Shakespeare’s birthplace and grave connected me with that sense of history, as well. His grave actually really impacted me. I can’t explain how, but I felt so happy in that chapel. I loved all of the beautiful shading on the art in the stained-glass windows, and the sculptures on the walls of the chapel where the grave was were absolutely beautiful. It was so beautiful and enjoyable. I just didn’t want to leave the grave. Actually right after the grave, we went to the Hall House where the tour guide liked us enough to talk to us about the history of the house for a good twenty minutes (and he let us sit on the “Bench of Repentance” too, hah.) He told us a lot of stories that really put us in the history of the house. For instance, he described the events of the painting that was on the wall of the house. It wasn’t in relation to the Halls, but it was crazy that such an in-depth story could be taken from just an image.

Because of this great imagery of the past, it was definitely the perfect environment to connect to our imaginations and do archetypes. I really appreciated archetypes (probably because I have such an overactive imagination). I found myself really experiencing these journeys we went through, and I felt those characters living inside of me. Each one was obviously different. The lover was the one that was the most vivid to me. All of the bright colors and scents really put me into the story. I could feel the grass at my feet, and I could see the sun setting in front of my eyes. I was really there, and that was a fabulous feeling. I was actually very surprised, too, that I found myself going off a little bit on the journeys accidentally. I would just wind up doing something that I did not expect and surprising myself every time. For instance, when we took the spiritual leader journey, once I was given the begging bowl the first time, I could not get myself to beg. I was just walking the streets watching those who used to be my people. Once I found the little child and had nothing to offer her, I began to beg so she would have something to eat. It was really odd. I did not expect to stray away from everything like that. It just happened, but I thought that it was really neat that it did. After that happened, though, I wound up right back on track with the story of the journey. It was a great experience, and I feel that it really showed me some about myself, too.

The application process we learned, too, will be extremely beneficial to my work. I can’t believe that there were so many ways to apply the archetype work, but they were all so helpful. The song I wound up applying everything to was Another Suitcase in Another Hall from Evita. I had worked on it in Musical Theatre class, but it wasn’t quite how I wanted it to be. By applying archetypes to what I had, it brought it where it should be. I found that it gives an actor those little magical moments of flavor in your work that makes it fantastic. For instance, my song was done mostly as a child. At times she was trying to be a lover because she was trying to make herself older and more experienced than she was. I found that putting hints of Lucifer in there really gave it a human reality and made it more interesting. It showed that she was mad and not completely innocent to what was going on, and that made the song so much more interesting than it was originally.

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The other little silly thing that I was learning to deal with was my fear of planes. We took four plane rides, and two of them were ridiculously long. I can’t say I’m completely better, but I am getting used to riding on planes, and I’m not fearing for my life on them anymore. When we went up the first time on the plane in the beginning of our trip, I didn’t breathe all of takeoff. I held my breath and did not breathe again until we were up in the air. I almost cried when we hit turbulence then, too. However, once we made it to the last plane ride, I was okay with the whole ride. I was a little uncomfortable, but I’m getting better. I was very sad to leave our trip, because it was like a fun, different life in Europe. It was an experience I will never forget, and I wish that it didn’t have to end; however, I did need to get back to my life. It was such a weird adjustment coming back. I feel as if I came back to the states as a completely different person. My craft has evolved and become stronger and richer. I feel more mature and more aware of things (and the world) around me. I needed this experience for my craft. It shaped me and got me ready for a new chapter in my life. I cannot completely express what I felt and learned and experienced in words, but this is a start. I feel as if I have learned so much, but I will continue to realize and learn more and more about the trip by looking back on it in the future. Thank you so much for everything, again. I am different in much better ways after this great trip. I will always remember it, and I really hope that we can go back again next year like we were talking about!


Malorie Mackey

Malorie Mackey is an actress, published author, and adventurer. Malorie grew up in Richmond, Virginia where she loved sports, the outdoors, animals, and all forms of art. She took to acting at a young age, so it was no surprise when she decided to go to college for theatre. While in college, Malorie studied body movement with the DAH Theatre in Belgrade, Serbia, voice in Herefordshire, England with Frankie Armstrong, and the business of theatre in Buenos Aires, Argentina. Malorie moved from the East Coast to Los Angeles after receiving her BFA in Theatre Performance from Virginia Commonwealth University. Upon arriving in LA, Malorie participated in the Miss California USA 2011 Pageant where she won the “Friend’s Choice” Award (by popular vote) and received a beautiful award for it.

While living on the West Coast, Malorie accumulated over 40 acting credits working on a variety of television shows, web series, and indie films, such as the sci-fi movie “Dracano,” the Biography Channel show “My Haunted House,” the tv pilot “Model Citizen” with Angie Everhart, and the award-winning indie film “Amelia 2.0.”

Throughout her experiences, Malorie found a love for travel and adventure, having journeyed to over a dozen countries experiencing unique locations. From the lush jungles of the Sierra Madre mountain range to the Arctic Circle in Finnish Lapland, Malorie began adventuring and writing about her unique travels. These travel excerpts can be found on VIVA GLAM Magazine, in Malorie’s Adventure Blog, in Malorie’s adventure show: “Weird World Adventures” and in the works for her full-length travel book.

In 2022, Malorie was thrilled to become a member of the Explorer’s Club through her work on scientific travel. Her experiences volunteering on archaeological and anthropological expeditions as well as with animal conservation allowed her entry into the exclusive club. Since then, Malorie has focused more on scientific travel.

Malorie’s show “Weird World Adventures” releases on Amazon Prime Video in the Spring of 2024! Stay tuned as Malorie brings the strangest wonders of the world to you!

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